A Long Way from “Normal”
…so that all may know from the rising of the sun to its setting that there is no one but Me. I am the Lord, and there is no other. I form light and create darkness, I make success and create disaster; I, the Lord, do all these things.
This has been a very interesting summer. For the first time in our lives we have not worked during the summer and been able to spend it together. In addition, we have been away from home with our daughter and son-in-law who live just across from the beach. One might think that this is the ideal circumstance for a couple, but being “out of my comfort zone” has been hard. I am a home-body, so I’ve been missing my familiar surroundings. It’s been nice going to the beach and being with the kids here in Florida, but I’m looking forward to returning to our normal lives.
But…what is “normal?” So much in my life has changed in the past few years. I have moved in a different direction in relation to my career. I have become a grandparent. I have returned to college. Perhaps the turmoil of these transitions is part of my draw to return to “normal.”
Speaking of turmoil, last night I walked out on the beach. The waves were intense.
I love watching the waves. It allowed me some time to contemplate things. If you think about what causes these waves, there are forces at work hundreds of miles off shore that start the process. The energy moves through the water and brings the wave crashing on the shore. In my life it might seem like I’m experiencing turmoil right now, but my faith reminds me that what I am experiencing now is not actually happening now, but was set in motion according to a greater purpose. I may not fully understand why, but God is in control, and He is the source of the energy or turmoil I’m currently experiencing.
I still miss my home, my bed, my space, but I’m comforted in my faith that God is in control, and He is working out His plan in my life. I don’t know what is coming around the bend…it might be even bigger waves…but I know that God is sovereign, and I know I can completely trust Him, even in the stormy seas of life.